find me here.

There’s a place for us,

Somewhere a place for us.

Peace and quiet and open air

Wait for us

Somewhere.

There’s a time for us,

Some day a time for us,

Time together with time spare,

Time to learn, time to care,

Some day! Somewhere.

We’ll find a new way of living,

We’ll find a way of forgiving

Somewhere . . .

There’s a place for us,

A time and place for us.

Hold my hand and we’re halfway there.

Hold my hand and I’ll take you there

Somehow, Some day, Somewhere!

“Somewhere from the West Side Story”

so i have a secret… i want to shout it to the world already but i can’t. not yet. soon…

the miracle will be revealed.

i recently came back from a retreat. there, i was reminded of how much i needed God’s grace in my life. a lot of moments during my retreat that i felt he was personally talking to me through the scriptures. it was comforting to know that even amidst all the chaos i have in my mind, He hears me and knows all i hide.

i decided on something very important today. one that broke my heart and nearly broke my spirit.

“in you, i create a new heart. in you, i create a new soul.”

for the past few days, i battled within myself. i had sleepless nights and countless spaced out moments during the day. it’s so hard to appear normal to act and sound like everything is fine even if i’m really not.

“you have to give up your life so that others may live.”

in the end, this is what i have decided upon. there is something more important than me just thinking of myself. there is something more valuable than me being selfish and just thinking of my own reputation and ambition. maybe this was the lesson God wants me to learn.

thus, He gave me a miracle.

i thought i was safe… i wasn’t.

could it be that though my world seems to come to an end, someone else’s world is about to start?